A HIGH PROFILE MAN LOSES HIS JOB AFTER IT IS ESTABLISHED THAT HE IS A BATTERER. THE NEXT DAY HIS WIFE DEFENDS HIM AND THEIR LIFE. THESE ARE THE FACTS AS I KNOW THEM FROM MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE(S) WITH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE: #1. IT IS A SCOURGE; #2. IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR BOTH BATTERERS AND VICTIMS TO HAVE WITNESSED DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IN THEIR FAMILY AS CHILDREN AND/OR TO HAVE BEEN ABUSED THEMSELVES; #3. WE DON'T GET TO STAND IN JUDGEMENT. I HAD SOME VERY NAIVE VIEWS ABOUT PARTNER ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WHEN I STARTED IN THIS FIELD. MY HOPE IS TO BE A VOICE OF EDUCATION, REASON, AND PROTECTION.
ONCE WHEN I
WAS A MUCH YOUNGER WOMAN
MUCH.YOUNGER.
I WORKED AT
THE BATTERED WOMEN’S PROGRAM
WITH THE
SECRET ADDRESS
AND
CONFIDENTIALITY STATEMENTS
OH HOW COOL
WAS THAT???
I KNOW
SOMETHING YOU DON’T KNOW
INFLATED EGO
SMALLISH
MIND
UNTIL THE
DAY I WAS CLOSING FILES
AND SAW
SOMEONE’S NAME I KNEW
AND
RESPECTED
WHO WAS
SMART
AND EDUCATED
DOING THE
JOB OF CARING FOR OTHERS
SO. VERY.
WELL.
HOW?
THEN I SAT
THROUGH A TRAINING
AND HEARD A
WOMAN CRY.
SHE HAD
ACCIDENTALLY KILLED
HER HUSBAND
DURING A FIGHT
(STABBING
HIM REPEATEDLY. HER EFFORT
TO GET HIM
TO STOP PUNCHING HER)
“BEFORE THE
FIGHT? THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF OUR LIVES”
THE SENIOR
COUNSELORS DARED ME WITH
THEIR EYES
TO WALK OUT
MY DISGUST
WAS SO APPARENT
GOING TO
SLEEP WITH A KNIFE UNDER HER PILLOW
JUST. IN. CASE.
WHO?
SOME LESSONS
YOU LEARN
ONLY THROUGH
THE LIVING
WHEN LEAVING
MEANS
ABUSES OF
OTHER KINDS
WHEN STAYING
MEANS
YOU HAVE
NOWHERE TO GO
IS A VICTIM
ANY LESS A VICTIM
IF SHE UNAWARE
OR IF HE IS
TOO
PLEASE. NO.
MORE.